Disturbance

Every morning I wake up and I Face this moral dilemma Should I shoot myself or hang Or will my weight break the fan Throwing away all the things I love Pushing away all the people for I can’t share myself with them Wasting the day playing videogame I can’t handle this disturbance in my life I have got used to running in loops all this while I am kinda addicted to myself, that’s a lie I need you to help me, help me win this fight Every night I go to bed And don’t hope to wake again Set me free from this pain Cuz my life is getting disdain Threw away everything, now I am empty My stomach's full but my heart is hungry I just need someone to hold and kiss me Just hope that the falling airplane won’t miss me I can’t handle this disturbance in my life I have got used to running in loops all this while I am kinda addicted to myself, that’s a lie I need you to help me, help me win this fight